As I sit her. Dec 23rd 2023. My anxiety is pumping through my body, in two days for at least a week I will have no roof over my head. My roommates kids are coming and I have been put out of the house from December 26th until December 31st. That and the combined depression Because Dylan won't even respond or talk to me. It is my fault. in ny dispair it was I who was goong to take my own life. I am miserable without him. I wish I knew now what I should have know 2 months ago... four months ago. I allowed the best thing in my life, Dylan, to lose interest in me. I am so lonely now. I love Dylan so much. I wish I knew how to rekindle a spark in him for me. I hope one day he can forgive me. I am in such turmoil now. I feel like I am suffocating.
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