Phil, I have thought long and hard about what I wanted to say to you. i still haven't fully formed what I want to say. Temprace approached me and asked if I would consider being your Dom. My first thought was. not really. I have never wanted to be involved in anything poly. When I thought about it again. I realized that Merrick needed a nottom. Part of Merrick and my dynamic was to train him to be a Top. I thought you would ne a good addition and you agreed to that arrangement.
Little did I know that you would slowly begin to replace me. That my submissives opinion would begin to undermine my authority over my slave. I let it go... because Temprace had his bottom to play with. You wanted to become a Bootblack and I trained you. While I trusted you you slowly erroded and destroyed the relationshio that Temprace and I had built. Then you took Temprace away. I was hurt by you and I am still angry. Not only am I angry that you turned Merrick against me but that you had no remorse doing it. I am also angry that your betrayal hurt me and caused me such pain that when I found my true love. I had suvh fear that I held nack and didn't give him all of me... because I didn't want to get hurt again. I realized to late that Dylan was the one I wanted to spend the rest of my likfe with.
Phil. I am waiting for the universe and karma to pay you a visit.
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