I have been lying to my friends. I told my friends that my roommates gave me 30 days to move out. The truth is that I have been living in my car since December 26th 2023 except for the 3 days that Evelyn and Novah rented me an Airbnb. I lied to not only Evelyn and Novah and told them I was back at my house but to Lizzie and to other friends. I didn't want to be a burden to them. The truth is... is that I have no place but to sleep in my car right now. I was going to give up my car because without a job I can not afford the insurance or car payment but now it is my home so I have no choice but to spend money that I don't have to keep it road worthy.
I don't know how they would react but what can I do. I have already been to much of a burden on them.
My family has rejected me, my husband Dylan wants nothing to do with me... how can I now jeopardize their friendship by being a leach and burden.
How can my life have become overturned so quickly. just over a month ago I had a fairly decent Job. I had a husband who I had great sex with and was able to give multiple orgasms to rather simply. I had lived in my friends nice home with a roof over my head. While today I can't even get a day labor job. My husband has abandoned and ghosted me and I am sleeping in my car.
Is this what my life amounts to? Is this how I will be remembered as a broken down and pathetic looser?
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